无聊的一天

今天天气超好的!
吹凉凉的风..走出门外透透气是必定的..
刚刚吃了点心..流沙包超好吃的! 哈哈..
一回到家不知做些什么好..
今天还有电脑能写写博客..
前几天电脑坏了..不能用了..怎么办??
唯一的娱乐都没了..
今天是如此的轻松..明天又如何??
很闷啊! 讨厌做工啊!!
好像去旅行..散心啊..几时才能存到钱啊..
为什么我永远都要为钱烦啊??
唉..还是不要写不开心的事吧..
不然我的角落只听见唉声叹气..没有笑声了..
得空再来陪陪你吧..凉爽的天气午觉当然免不了! 哈哈..

公司人事调动

再过几个星期我的经理将离开我们公司了..
因为为我们银行效力多年了..
是时候休息了..终于挨到退休的这一天..
虽然我只和他相处短短十一个月..可是我有点不舍..
最近公司的士气越来越差了..
很多同事都没什么心做工了..
可能是不满意上司的management..
唉..我也觉得开始闲了..
没什么乐趣似的..
最近脑袋总是一片空白..到底发生什么事了??
连写博客也没东西要写了..
我的博客越来越让人乏味..
淡淡的..苦苦的..

Goin to be Mature.........

i HATE my life..
everythings happened also will related wit me..
please..u all make decision by urself..
please..don use the rude words to talk wit me..
please..don always disturb me..i don knw u! and i don wanna knw u!!
working = tired
gossip = hate
love = alone
money = suffer
please..let me live in peace..
i don wanna knw all the things..
i juz wan whatever i wan..

My Lovely Corner

Hihi..long time no See..
so sorry my corner..
i long time din accompany U n write anythg here..
coz i Very tired..
every night come Back juz on my Facebook..
i really need some rest time..
my BRO juz viewed my blog..
bt nthg special..and he kept saying tat all SAD SAD SAD...
bt since i started Working my Life is full of Sadness..
ohh ya..today i kept feeling dizzy n Headache..
my BRO went out n bought me a "Minyak Angin"..
so touching.. T_T
anythy else???
erm...somebody made me so disappointed..
shit!! don wan to talk abt her..
tat's all..
tata...

stupid..

im a stupid girl..
since this few months..
i did many stupid things..
i regret..
i regret tat i treat u nice..
i don wan..
i don wan to treat u nice..
nobody knw tat im crying nw..
juz coz of u..
im tired..im disappointed..im hurt...

tired wit my life..

i started coughing one week b4 tan sri's bday(13th mac)..
had to attend the choir practice..
had to work til late..
bt i wont 4gt to acc u..
cant slp well at night..
cough cough cough..
pls go away..
i saw u left comment at her status..
u care abt her..
bt u never left any comment on my status..
sad..
i cant feel ur love..
cant feel it anymore..

btw..i knw many frens in choir group..
carmen..eva..ivy..tracy..nessa..jack..sean..
all r nice..
hope to meet u all again.. =)

chinese new year 2010

full wit sadness..
totally sad..
my dear fren's bro passed away..
i never feel happy n smile at all..
somemore..quarrel wit my dear..
i reali feel tat i m nt tat important for him..
his frens r more important than me..
reali feeling hurt..
by the way..i reali lost control n scold him without control myself..
feel so sorry to him..
bt i did tat coz he cheat me!
damn hate abt tat..like a stupid!
n i reali jealous tat he acc his frens..
he never spend long time to acc me..
bt he wil feel nt enough to acc his frens..
i reali feeling jealous..especially coz of tat girl...
tat's a truth bt he never admit it..mayb he cant feel it..so made me non stop to cry every night..
he never knw it..he din give me any response when i said cant be wit him anymore..
nw we din decide to break up..bt i can feel tat the feeling r different as b4..
the way he msg..the way he talk..i can feel tat..
n i m so hurt..i cant slp wel every night wit my tears..
nobody can read my sadness..he juz thk tat wat i said reali hurt him..
bt he never thk abt me..my heart is bleeding..

useless

m i useless?
since 15th jan til nw i stil cant handle my job as well..
today my sifu on leave..
so i had to face it..
bt i juz feeling helpless..
i reali try to handle it..
my sifu always worry tat he cant teach me well..
bt juz my problem..i din learn it well..
he always back me up..reali nice..
bt i juz knw to make him disappointed..
how come i wil b like tat?
hate myself!! damn hate!!
a stupid girl...

money!! money!! money!! i need u..

this month salary = RM960
rebonding = RM130
kfc for my sisters = RM30
rental = RM150
expenses for daily life = RM180
hav to give my mum..
buy new clothes for my sister,brother n mummy..
how come i gt money to buy new clothes for myself??
where can i gt the money??
can i gt some part time to gt the money??
reali hope tat can give more to my mum..
so tat they can live without any tension abt money.. =(

staying wit relatives

reali need my family..
don like to stay here..
wat's the meaning of relatives?
yes..i hav no car nw..no money also..
so..everytimes wan to go out hav to borrow car from them..
bt no one time they r willing to borrow..

besides tat, my aunt..always say sumthg tat make me nt happy..
reali damn hate!!
always say me lazy..
bt her daughty and son r the most lazy..
reali angry abt tat..
i always help her to wash dishes..sweep the floor..n some more..
m i lazy?
they never do anythg..r they very good??

#%**^$#@%*# wtf!
her son reali rude!!!
always use my laptop din gt my permission..
many times i ask him don put on the bed without the cooling pad..
i tot he has no ears..
never listen wat i said..and always suddenly hit me push me..
ish!! hate him!! wat a rude cousin!!

GOD!! pls gimme money..so tat i can move out and buy a car..
reali sad to stay here..help me... :'(

started working life

4th january 2010..my 1st working day..
luckily he accompanied me to take my breakfast..
and sent me go to bank..
i work in Credit Department..
read the rules and staff benefits whole day..
reali felt sleepy and almost fall asleep..
and knw all the colleagues..bt cant remember their name..haha..

mandy evan jess shirley(soo) nana nathan
ah lu faridah mr.lim(oic) wendy firdaus(soo)

5th january 2010..2nd working day..
this morning my dear prepared breakfast for me..
how a nice boyfriend..
today i wil started to learn how to prepare the letter of offer and extension letter offer..
my 'sifu' called MANDY..
she is willing to teach me..
since the day i started working..
i feel tired and sleepy..
coz hav to wake up early and take the bus..

6th january 2010..3rd day..
haiz..i reali tired..
today had to prepare breakfast myself..
eat 3 pieces of breads..
yuck!! don like..and my stomach felt nt well..
today did some LO and at the last..
'sifu' teached me file the documents..
both of us arranged all the documents..
we were so tired as after do some exercises..

7th january 2010..4th day..
3 pieces of breads again.. =(
today i waited long times..
then i knw tat my 'sifu' din come..
very pity today..had to handle her job..
i did 3 LO and extension..walked here walked there..
luckily evan and nathan helped me..evan is so nice..
after briefing i went home d..
nt enough to slp..
all of my times spend in working..i juz wan to spend some times to acc my dear..
bt he doesn't knw abt tat..
he tot tat i wan to do other things..as play fb and else..
i cried..i asked him tat izzit he reali don knw y i stil don wan to slp..
his answer..made me disappointed..
i reali miss him lotz..everyday juz thk abt him..worry abt him..

4 days worked..so tired..bt reali gt to learn many things..
bt i m new staff..so don gt to take leave for my chinese new year.. =(
hope tat tml (the 5th day) gt to bac home on time..
let me take a rest..