staying wit relatives

reali need my family..
don like to stay here..
wat's the meaning of relatives?
yes..i hav no car nw..no money also..
so..everytimes wan to go out hav to borrow car from them..
bt no one time they r willing to borrow..

besides tat, my aunt..always say sumthg tat make me nt happy..
reali damn hate!!
always say me lazy..
bt her daughty and son r the most lazy..
reali angry abt tat..
i always help her to wash dishes..sweep the floor..n some more..
m i lazy?
they never do anythg..r they very good??

#%**^$#@%*# wtf!
her son reali rude!!!
always use my laptop din gt my permission..
many times i ask him don put on the bed without the cooling pad..
i tot he has no ears..
never listen wat i said..and always suddenly hit me push me..
ish!! hate him!! wat a rude cousin!!

GOD!! pls gimme money..so tat i can move out and buy a car..
reali sad to stay here..help me... :'(

started working life

4th january 2010..my 1st working day..
luckily he accompanied me to take my breakfast..
and sent me go to bank..
i work in Credit Department..
read the rules and staff benefits whole day..
reali felt sleepy and almost fall asleep..
and knw all the colleagues..bt cant remember their name..haha..

mandy evan jess shirley(soo) nana nathan
ah lu faridah mr.lim(oic) wendy firdaus(soo)

5th january 2010..2nd working day..
this morning my dear prepared breakfast for me..
how a nice boyfriend..
today i wil started to learn how to prepare the letter of offer and extension letter offer..
my 'sifu' called MANDY..
she is willing to teach me..
since the day i started working..
i feel tired and sleepy..
coz hav to wake up early and take the bus..

6th january 2010..3rd day..
haiz..i reali tired..
today had to prepare breakfast myself..
eat 3 pieces of breads..
yuck!! don like..and my stomach felt nt well..
today did some LO and at the last..
'sifu' teached me file the documents..
both of us arranged all the documents..
we were so tired as after do some exercises..

7th january 2010..4th day..
3 pieces of breads again.. =(
today i waited long times..
then i knw tat my 'sifu' din come..
very pity today..had to handle her job..
i did 3 LO and extension..walked here walked there..
luckily evan and nathan helped me..evan is so nice..
after briefing i went home d..
nt enough to slp..
all of my times spend in working..i juz wan to spend some times to acc my dear..
bt he doesn't knw abt tat..
he tot tat i wan to do other things..as play fb and else..
i cried..i asked him tat izzit he reali don knw y i stil don wan to slp..
his answer..made me disappointed..
i reali miss him lotz..everyday juz thk abt him..worry abt him..

4 days worked..so tired..bt reali gt to learn many things..
bt i m new staff..so don gt to take leave for my chinese new year.. =(
hope tat tml (the 5th day) gt to bac home on time..
let me take a rest..

圣诞节

这几天..一直和宝贝在一起..觉得很开心..但花费很大..

这几天一直为见工的事忙..

面试真的很紧张..因为男友在外面等我..而被interviewer说了一些让我不爽的话..

平安夜傍晚..我们准备要出门时突然接到经理打来叫我去第二次面试..

我们匆匆忙忙的赶去..当时我们已经第一时间赶去..那个经理还说我迟..

还说下次上班也要带男友一起来吗..我真的很不爽..

面试之后我们搭lrt去midvalley..

我去拿回我的鞋..之后我们要想想我们的平安夜大餐..

我们走了很久..就打算吃sushi...

宝贝怕我饿坏..特地帮我叫了一个set..有饭有汤有蛋和鱼排...

而他就只吃sushi...

之后我们去选购给妹妹的生日礼物..

之后就回家去了..

虽然没有去倒数..不过有宝贝陪已经足够了..嘻嘻..

第二天=圣诞节

我们只待在家..对着电脑一整天..

今年的圣诞节超闷!!

圣诞节快到了!!

想了好几天..都想不到该准备什么礼物送给他..
那晚突然听到表姐的朋友给的意见也不错..
嘻嘻..突然很兴奋的..想立刻就去准备..
前几天试做了巧克力..我们走了很远路才来到一间不错的店..
那天,午餐没吃..到了店里就晕晕了..还拿着laptop和背着一大袋衣服..
我们不停找着模型和一些材料..
付钱了还要走一大段路回家..当时的我觉得走回家的路好像走不完..没有尽头..
回家冲凉休息了一下就立刻和表姐动手做起了巧克力..
我们买了白巧克力和黑巧克力..和一个不是很喜欢的模型..
我们煮了很久..巧克力终于溶了..倒进了模型..
我们分别弄了整颗黑色,整颗白色和一半黑一半白的巧克力..
白色巧克力比较甜..黑色巧克力比较苦..怪怪的..
这几天又再想..怎样才能弄得更好吃更漂亮..
还在process当中..明天回kl了再去找一些比较美的模型和一些能配巧克力的食品..
希望我能成功!! 希望他喜欢这份礼物.. :-)

18 October

one year...be with you...
不懂我们能一起过多少个10月18日呢?
我希望是永远..
我记得我们怎样认识到我们经历了这么多事..
你对我的好..
你的声音..
你的容貌..
你的体贴..
你的细心..
你的性格..
你的笑容..
你的眼泪..
你的一切一切..
都时常在我脑海里浮现..
你是我精神上的支柱!!
你带给我欢乐..
和你在一起觉得很幸福..
永远的10月18日..
你..

October 13

压力常在我身边

原 来我做每件事都让自己很大压力..到底是为什么? 不喜欢这样的我..还记得要踏入中学的前一晚..睡不着..领成绩的前一晚..睡不着..读书压力大..睡不着..现在连学车这种小事也能让我觉得很紧 张..睡不好..一直怕自己不能..压力..也能说是一种推动力..视乎我们怎样去看待..可是..我要怎样放轻松自己呢? 到底怎样我才能舒缓呢? 唉..谁能救救我?? 烦啊!!

September 28

看法..立场..

每 个人对每件事的看法都不同..今天,发生了一些事..让我的看法和之前不一样..之前我一直在想..爱他就应该接受他所有的缺点..可是,其实是错的.. 我应该再想一想..到底这样是对的吗?一直包容他的错和缺点是应该的吗?一些人会认为对,但为何我们不和他一起面对?鼓励他..让他改过呢?你们觉得这样 会比较好吗?每个人的立场不同..所以往往在每件事要做决定之时..总会有争执..我们不可断定别人的想法是错..因为我们也未必对..所以我们应该接受 别人的批评来更改自己的缺点..同时也能给别人一些意见..互相弥补自己的不是..好让大家都能做得更好..今晚突然写了一些突发奇想的东西..怪怪 的..不过也有点觉悟..