tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-81485314797399974492011-08-05T13:44:57.193-07:00糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.comBlogger341100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-2925507767632491472011-06-16T07:16:00.000-07:002011-06-16T07:42:51.749-07:00<span style="color:#999999;">不知何时开始..我的一切你不再关心..不再过问..不再理会..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">生活上的压力..让我喘不过气..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">可你却完全视而不见听而不闻..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">除非从我口中说出..不然一句安慰也没有..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">最近的我真的很痛苦..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">突然觉得我真的很难去面对我的工作..厌倦了这种生活..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">每天好像行尸走肉似的..还没开工就想放工..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">每天七八点才回家..这种生活真的很累..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">回到家..累到甚至不小心睡着..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">好想好想有人慰问一句..好想好想有个肩膀让我躺躺..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">好想好想有人递张纸巾让我哭诉我的心声..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">可是得到的只是一些冷言冷语..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">真的很希望丢下这一切..去到一个没人认识我的地方..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">让我重新生活..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">听着一首一首情歌..增添了那份忧郁感..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">虽然歌词不是伤感的..可是旋律足以让我泪流满面..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">一张床..一架电脑..四面墙..一大堆情歌..</span><br /><span style="color:#999999;">这就是我放工后唯一让我休息的空间..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-292550776763249147?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-79521109323895901872011-05-14T08:07:00.000-07:002011-05-14T11:18:06.035-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-9wCJoxbgZn4/Tc7HNQYVESI/AAAAAAAAAEE/jIZ_pbPcD3A/s1600/228357_215691338455912_100000451414706_740426_5148199_n.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-9wCJoxbgZn4/Tc7HNQYVESI/AAAAAAAAAEE/jIZ_pbPcD3A/s200/228357_215691338455912_100000451414706_740426_5148199_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5606637616672084258" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-PciiT-TOq6g/Tc7G53c_Y8I/AAAAAAAAAD8/52-Wp2k8HPs/s1600/226207_215693441789035_100000451414706_740466_3194607_n.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 87px; height: 116px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-PciiT-TOq6g/Tc7G53c_Y8I/AAAAAAAAAD8/52-Wp2k8HPs/s200/226207_215693441789035_100000451414706_740466_3194607_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5606637283563234242" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-3MtujPFpQ74/Tc7EqyxOopI/AAAAAAAAADk/Ujzhi5IVeEc/s1600/DSC00130.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 51px; height: 68px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-3MtujPFpQ74/Tc7EqyxOopI/AAAAAAAAADk/Ujzhi5IVeEc/s320/DSC00130.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5606634825584648850" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-URWOq12CD-8/Tc7Gq3pcfwI/AAAAAAAAAD0/ya4yXTbDosw/s1600/225847_215700988454947_100000451414706_740547_6389760_n.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 113px; height: 85px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-URWOq12CD-8/Tc7Gq3pcfwI/AAAAAAAAAD0/ya4yXTbDosw/s200/225847_215700988454947_100000451414706_740547_6389760_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5606637025917435650" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">刚从热</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">浪岛回来..这几天可说</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">是很尽兴..!　可是最遗憾的是少了我们的疯妹.. :(</span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-MHmeGknrYRg/Tc7DMTmF6TI/AAAAAAAAADU/P_zaqTK72CM/s1600/226852_215701795121533_100000451414706_740570_3424364_n.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 178px; height: 135px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-MHmeGknrYRg/Tc7DMTmF6TI/AAAAAAAAADU/P_zaqTK72CM/s320/226852_215701795121533_100000451414706_740570_3424364_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5606633202308737330" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">出席人物有: Daniel, TengWai, May, Miki, Jacky, Hevan &amp; Yen..当</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">然还有我!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">九号晚上, 做完工之后立刻赶回家冲凉吃饭..过后就出门去了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">May &amp; Miki 在LRT Station等我了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">她俩去Chan Sow Lin接我们的贤大哥, 而我当然背负接大队的责任噜!</span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-AYR794v9fuY/Tc7DFcYZAWI/AAAAAAAAADM/7qMCrvC4NWw/s1600/227242_215701635121549_100000451414706_740568_156660_n.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 207px; height: 156px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-AYR794v9fuY/Tc7DFcYZAWI/AAAAAAAAADM/7qMCrvC4NWw/s320/227242_215701635121549_100000451414706_740568_156660_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5606633084408103266" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">去到Puduraya看到我们的威少, Yen, Jacky &amp; Daniel..他们似乎等了很久..抱歉了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">过后带他们去金莲记享受晚餐..暂时做个导游咯..呼呼.. XD</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">晚餐后我们就去PWTC搭车咯..在巴士上我们有说有笑..某某人应该妒忌我们吧..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">竟然出言大'吊'..呵呵..别管她..继续..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">我们大家聊累了..都先睡个觉吧..可是坐双层巴士实在是辛苦..尤其是上层的最前面..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">不过朋友们能一起去旅行就足够了..多辛苦也无所谓吧..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">四五点就到车站了..我超级累的..在车站等待司机来载..他们又拍起照来了..呵呵..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">其他的不要多说了..房子还不错..可是我们已把它弄得面目全非..哈哈..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">玩水咯..大家都搽了防晒油..怕黑嘛..嘻嘻..　</span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-JdaCGszZJtM/Tc7FI7UwoNI/AAAAAAAAADs/Ohz6tMrLuEc/s1600/226467_215698218455224_100000451414706_740520_5956364_n.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-JdaCGszZJtM/Tc7FI7UwoNI/AAAAAAAAADs/Ohz6tMrLuEc/s320/226467_215698218455224_100000451414706_740520_5956364_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5606635343277236434" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">看到很多bikini girls咯..Daniel看到目不转睛咯..哈哈..不是水性的我还好有威少在..哈哈..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">要去深海浮潜咯..怕怕..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">可怜咯..我和Yen &amp; Daniel都不懂水性的..可是误打误撞三个围在一起..我们完全enjoy不到啊..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">我们回不了船..Daniel都累了..没力再拉我们了..突然看到麻绳..Daniel使劲了拉着..很危险的沿着船边爬上去了..我也拉着这麻绳..拉着Yen..走近了船..Daniel想尽办法去救我们..哈哈..其实不是那么严重啦..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">我们都上船了..累了哦..准备吃晚餐咯..今晚是今晚是BBQ哦..!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">晚上我们没什么节目..只是去喝杯茶吧..就睡咯..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">第二天又到了..没想到我竟然遇到我的好朋友..Nicholas!还住同一间resort 咯..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">吃早餐咯!! 吃完早餐又享受我们的浮潜活动咯..这次是去Marine Park..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">又要麻烦到我们的威少咯..他带我去比较远的地方..我看到很多很美的珊瑚..有紫色的呢!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">还有很多漂亮的鱼儿..彩色的..还有很多很多哦..获益良多!! wakakakaka...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">过后回去Resort咯..看到很多新人在沙滩拍照哦..羡慕哦..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">自由活动..我们拍下照..Daniel先生就在房间睡觉去..我就跟随他们去到Laguna Resort前的沙滩..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">他们在那儿装沙，拍照..而我就睡着了..哈哈..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">回去准备咯..有浮潜咯..!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">这次我被救生员拉去了..哈哈..有救生员在我真的可以很享受了..看到更多的..还摸摸海参叻!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">潜水回来后我就立刻冲凉去了..冲凉之后..就和威少去爬爬山..想找个</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">能看日出的地方..我们是成功了..可是想到第二天天没亮怎么爬呢??哈哈..过后就喂鱼去了..在帮帮Daniel拾贝壳..他说是给妈妈的哦..不懂是不是呢..哈哈..孝顺哦..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">晚餐时间到咯..最近都吃不多..好像不舒服这样..反而朋友们就吃得狼吞虎咽哦..开心就好.. :)</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">晚上有beach party哦..大家似乎很迫不及待哦..哈哈..我们进房间玩牌咯..打发时间嘛..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">下雨了..大家都担心能否去到beach party..玩牌玩得很开心哦..可是输了四块钱..哈哈..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">雨停了..大家都匆忙的赶去beach party..想不到我们的Jacky大哥舞功一流哦..好看哦..Daniel哥也不赖哦..!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">还有我们的琪姐跳得有多性感啊!! 哈哈..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">过后我们喝茶咯..没什么好玩的..还是喝酒后舞蹈细胞才启发吧..哈哈..我们坐下喝茶了..喝了一支vodkha ice和carlsberg好像有点醉意哦..不过还是死撑了..哈哈..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">过后回去在树下聊聊天..聊到工作..一大堆的..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">过后冲凉睡觉咯..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">第三天了..要走了..看到一点日出吧..可是被云挡住了..拍了照..拍下熊猫眼了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">吃了早餐准备check out了..拍了很多照片哦..我们都买了一件么么茶的Tshirt哦..留念嘛..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">上船咯..今天浪很大..仿佛是我们的心情..要分开了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">回到office要等到六点才去车站..大家都累了..睡个觉吧..这天的我..辛苦死了</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">..冲个凉..看了报纸和杂志..全都睡醒了..大家又闲聊了一下..PBB you r the best! 哈哈..一个ex staff + current staff..讲到PBB 有多好多好..哈哈..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">到车站了..我的头晕了一整天..似乎到了另一个空间..我们在mcDonald一直坐到九点..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">终于上车了..睡觉啦..半途竟然上厕所吐..唉..辛苦..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">经过一条很长的旅途..我们终于到了Ipoh..又是mcDonald咯..辛苦你了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">吃了早餐我作了一个很错的决定..我竟然回家去..只怪我身体不适..后悔了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">最后的聚餐我竟然缺席..真的很伤心..哭了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">这几天一直很郁闷..以后见面的机会真的很少了..心情很沉重..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">再见了..我亲爱的朋友们..祝你们前途一片光明..我爱你们..</span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-PscJpzOZcYU/Tc7DT5zvpXI/AAAAAAAAADc/xR68fydY8wo/s1600/227552_215710218454024_100000451414706_740641_6335373_n.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 221px; height: 166px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-PscJpzOZcYU/Tc7DT5zvpXI/AAAAAAAAADc/xR68fydY8wo/s320/227552_215710218454024_100000451414706_740641_6335373_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5606633332825630066" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">想你们了..<br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-7952110932389590187?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-47158966436354325292011-02-18T22:45:00.000-08:002011-02-18T22:59:37.233-08:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">原来我是多么的害怕寂寞..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">原来我连一个能和我聊聊天的朋友都没有..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">原来我很可悲..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">原来我真的很需要生活在一个和谐的世界..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">不知从何开始..我已被忽略了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">不知从何开始..我已遍体鳞伤..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">不知从何开始..我不再开朗了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">为何要装乐观??</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">为何要对人好??</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">为何要暗地里哭??</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">自从离开后..我已不再是和他们并肩作战的伙伴..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">很难怪他们把我遗忘了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">自从感情淡了..我已不再有爱..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">所以做了那么多傻事让人瞩目..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">自从要担起养家的责任..我已被烦恼缠绕..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">不再有灿烂的笑容..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">什么时候我才能做回自己??</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">不想再强颜欢笑..不想再暗自落泪..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">不想再..不想再..不想再..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">崩溃..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">我..需要爱..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">不只是爱情..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">要亲情..要友情..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">要很多很多人爱..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-4715896643635432529?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-45599989403698689162011-02-16T05:23:00.000-08:002011-02-16T05:37:06.282-08:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">不懂在几时开始..男生让我觉得很厌恶..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">他们只看外表..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">需要你的时候就找你..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">女友对他们来说是什么？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">打发时间的物品？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">很多人说雄性动物是用下半身来思考？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">我认同..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">不管女生对他们多好..他们都不会珍惜..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">到底我在写什么？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">只想说..此刻的我..很想哭..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">开始讨厌男生..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">怎么办？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">男生们..你们不能好一些吗？</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-4559998940369868916?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-10201473994693408302010-11-07T01:31:00.000-07:002010-11-07T01:43:24.304-07:00<span style="color:#33ccff;">今天天气超好的!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">吹凉凉的风..走出门外透透气是必定的..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">刚刚吃了点心..流沙包超好吃的! 哈哈..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">一回到家不知做些什么好..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">今天还有电脑能写写博客..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">前几天电脑坏了..不能用了..怎么办??</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">唯一的娱乐都没了..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">今天是如此的轻松..明天又如何??</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">很闷啊! 讨厌做工啊!!</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">好像去旅行..散心啊..几时才能存到钱啊..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">为什么我永远都要为钱烦啊??</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">唉..还是不要写不开心的事吧..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">不然我的角落只听见唉声叹气..没有笑声了..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">得空再来陪陪你吧..凉爽的天气午觉当然免不了! 哈哈..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-1020147399469340830?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-11604445865566937692010-11-01T09:49:00.000-07:002010-11-01T09:59:03.732-07:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);">再过几个星期我的经理将离开我们公司了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);">因为为我们银行效力多年了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);">是时候休息了..终于挨到退休的这一天..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);">虽然我只和他相处短短十一个月..可是我有点不舍..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);">最近公司的士气越来越差了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);">很多同事都没什么心做工了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);">可能是不满意上司的management..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);">唉..我也觉得开始闲了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);">没什么乐趣似的..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);">最近脑袋总是一片空白..到底发生什么事了??</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);">连写博客也没东西要写了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);">我的博客越来越让人乏味..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);">淡淡的..苦苦的..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-1160444586556693769?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-12988422277770462732010-09-30T10:06:00.000-07:002010-09-30T10:15:13.412-07:00<span style="color:#000000;"><span style="color:#ffffff;">i</span> <span style="color:#996633;">HATE</span> </span><span style="color:#ffffff;">my life..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">everythings happened also will related wit me..<br />please..u all make decision by urself..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">please..don use the rude words to talk wit me..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">please..don always disturb me..i don knw u! and i don wanna knw u!!</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="color:#ffff33;">working</span> <span style="color:#ffffff;">=</span> </span><span style="color:#66cccc;">tired</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="color:#ff6600;">gossip</span> <span style="color:#ffffff;">=</span> <span style="color:#996633;">hate</span> </span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="color:#ff6666;">love</span> <span style="color:#ffffff;">=</span> </span><span style="color:#999999;">alone</span><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="color:#33cc00;">money</span> <span style="color:#ffffff;">=</span> </span><span style="color:#ccffff;">suffer</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">please..let me live in peace..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">i don wanna knw all the things..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">i juz wan whatever i wan..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-1298842227777046273?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-82696768542174166282010-07-29T06:38:00.000-07:002010-07-29T07:05:01.806-07:00<span style="color:#cc6600;">Hihi..long time no See..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">so sorry my corner..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">i long time din accompany U n write anythg here..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">coz i Very tired..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">every night come Back juz on my Facebook..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">i really need some rest time..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">my BRO juz viewed my blog..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">bt nthg special..and he kept saying tat all SAD SAD SAD...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">bt since i started Working my Life is full of Sadness..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">ohh ya..today i kept feeling dizzy n Headache..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">my BRO went out n bought me a "Minyak Angin"..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">so touching.. T_T</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">anythy else???</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">erm...somebody made me so disappointed..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">shit!! don wan to talk abt her..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">tat's all..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;">tata...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-8269676854217416628?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-11551181537143139422010-04-11T06:27:00.000-07:002010-04-11T06:32:57.147-07:00<span style="color:#ffffff;">im a stupid girl..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">since this few months..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">i did many stupid things..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">i regret..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">i regret tat i treat u nice..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">i don wan..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">i don wan to treat u nice..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">nobody knw tat im crying nw..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">juz coz of u..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;">im tired..im disappointed..im hurt...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-1155118153714313942?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-59668258251673261592010-03-20T05:24:00.000-07:002010-03-20T05:32:41.337-07:00i started coughing one week b4 tan sri's bday(13th mac)..<br />had to attend the choir practice..<br />had to work til late..<br />bt i wont 4gt to acc u..<br />cant slp well at night..<br />cough cough cough..<br />pls go away..<br />i saw u left comment at her status..<br />u care abt her..<br />bt u never left any comment on my status..<br />sad..<br />i cant feel ur love..<br />cant feel it anymore..<br /><br />btw..i knw many frens in choir group..<br />carmen..eva..ivy..tracy..nessa..jack..sean..<br />all r nice..<br />hope to meet u all again.. =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-5966825825167326159?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-17327997238925746972010-02-22T03:48:00.000-08:002010-02-23T07:19:45.422-08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_2fOWMiLLLok/S4PwG9fy-TI/AAAAAAAAACc/oHQqel6MASY/s1600-h/Picture1.png"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5441456777171499314" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_2fOWMiLLLok/S4PwG9fy-TI/AAAAAAAAACc/oHQqel6MASY/s320/Picture1.png" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_2fOWMiLLLok/S4Pt766tb7I/AAAAAAAAACU/k9dak60WEHQ/s1600-h/Picture1.png"></a><br /><br /><div><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">full wit sadness..</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">totally sad..</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">my dear fren's bro passed away..</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">i never feel happy n smile at all..</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">somemore..quarrel wit my dear..</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">i reali feel tat i m nt tat important for him..</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">his frens r more important than me..</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">reali feeling hurt..</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">by the way..i reali lost control n scold him without control myself..</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">feel so sorry to him..</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">bt i did tat coz he cheat me!</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">damn hate abt tat..like a stupid!</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">n i reali jealous tat he acc his frens..</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">he never spend long time to acc me..</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">bt he wil feel nt enough to acc his frens..</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">i reali feeling jealous..especially coz of tat girl...</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">tat's a truth bt he never admit it..mayb he cant feel it..so made me non stop to cry every night..<br />he never knw it..he din give me any response when i said cant be wit him anymore..<br /></span><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">nw we din decide to break up..bt i can feel tat the feeling r different as b4..</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">the way he msg..the way he talk..i can feel tat..</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">n i m so hurt..i cant slp wel every night wit my tears..</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">nobody can read my sadness..he juz thk tat wat i said reali hurt him..</span><br /><span style="COLOR: rgb(204,204,204)">bt he never thk abt me..my heart is bleeding..</span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-1732799723892574697?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-38785242267244338922010-02-05T10:31:00.000-08:002010-02-05T11:11:58.646-08:00<span style="color:#9999ff;">m i useless?<br />since 15th jan til nw i stil cant handle my job as well..<br />today my sifu on leave..<br />so i had to face it..<br />bt i juz feeling helpless..<br />i reali try to handle it..<br />my sifu always worry tat he cant teach me well..<br />bt juz my problem..i din learn it well..<br />he always back me up..reali nice..<br />bt i juz knw to make him disappointed..<br />how come i wil b like tat?<br />hate myself!! damn hate!!<br />a stupid girl...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-3878524226724433892?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-1740437845880445842010-02-03T04:23:00.000-08:002010-02-03T04:30:10.394-08:00this month salary = RM960<br />rebonding = RM130<br />kfc for my sisters = RM30<br />rental = RM150<br />expenses for daily life = RM180<br />hav to give my mum..<br />buy new clothes for my sister,brother n mummy..<br />how come i gt money to buy new clothes for myself??<br />where can i gt the money??<br />can i gt some part time to gt the money??<br />reali hope tat can give more to my mum..<br />so tat they can live without any tension abt money.. =(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-174043784588044584?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-51500353312190687432010-01-15T06:00:00.000-08:002010-01-15T06:15:46.583-08:00<span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">reali need my family..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">don like to stay here..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">wat's the meaning of relatives?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">yes..i hav no car nw..no money also..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">so..everytimes wan to go out hav to borrow car from them..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">bt no one time they r willing to borrow..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">besides tat, my aunt..always say sumthg tat make me nt happy.. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">reali damn hate!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">always say me lazy..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">bt her daughty and son r the most lazy..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">reali angry abt tat..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">i always help her to wash dishes..sweep the floor..n some more..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">m i lazy?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">they never do anythg..r they very good??</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">#%**^$#@%*#</span> <span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">wtf!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">her son reali rude!!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">always use my laptop din gt my permission..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">many times i ask him don put on the bed without the cooling pad..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">i tot he has no ears..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">never listen wat i said..and always suddenly hit me push me..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">ish!! hate him!! wat a rude cousin!!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">GOD!! pls gimme money..so tat i can move out and buy a car..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);">reali sad to stay here..help me... :'(</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-5150035331219068743?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-11652628539215427642010-01-07T07:40:00.000-08:002010-01-07T08:17:54.489-08:00<span style="color:#cc66cc;">4th january 2010..my 1st working day..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">luckily he accompanied me to take my breakfast..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">and sent me go to bank..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">i work in Credit Department..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">read the rules and staff benefits whole day..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">reali felt sleepy and almost fall asleep.. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">and knw all the colleagues..bt cant remember their name..haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"> mandy evan jess shirley(soo) nana nathan </span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"> ah lu faridah mr.lim(oic) wendy firdaus(soo)</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">5th january 2010..2nd working day..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">this morning my dear prepared breakfast for me..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">how a nice boyfriend..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">today i wil started to learn how to prepare the letter of offer and extension letter offer..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">my 'sifu' called MANDY..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">she is willing to teach me..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">since the day i started working..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">i feel tired and sleepy..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">coz hav to wake up early and take the bus..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">6th january 2010..3rd day..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">haiz..i reali tired..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">today had to prepare breakfast myself..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">eat 3 pieces of breads..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">yuck!! don like..and my stomach felt nt well..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">today did some LO and at the last..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">'sifu' teached me file the documents..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">both of us arranged all the documents..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">we were so tired as after do some exercises..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">7th january 2010..4th day..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">3 pieces of breads again.. =(</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">today i waited long times..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">then i knw tat my 'sifu' din come..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">very pity today..had to handle her job..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">i did 3 LO and extension..walked here walked there..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">luckily evan and nathan helped me..evan is so nice..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">after briefing i went home d..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">nt enough to slp..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">all of my times spend in working..i juz wan to spend some times to acc my dear..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">bt he doesn't knw abt tat..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">he tot tat i wan to do other things..as play fb and else..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">i cried..i asked him tat izzit he reali don knw y i stil don wan to slp..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">his answer..made me disappointed..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">i reali miss him lotz..everyday juz thk abt him..worry abt him..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">4 days worked..so tired..bt reali gt to learn many things..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">bt i m new staff..so don gt to take leave for my chinese new year.. =(</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">hope tat tml (the 5th day) gt to bac home on time..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">let me take a rest..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-1165262853921542764?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-37695741752449020552009-12-25T07:52:00.000-08:002009-12-25T08:38:35.335-08:00<span style="color:#ff6666;"><br /></span><div><br /><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">这几天..一直和宝贝在一起..觉得很开心..但花费很大..</span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">这几天一直为见工的事忙..</span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">面试真的很紧张..因为男友在外面等我..而被interviewer说了一些让我不爽的话..</span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">平安夜傍晚..我们准备要出门时突然接到经理打来叫我去第二次面试..</span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">我们匆匆忙忙的赶去..当时我们已经第一时间赶去..那个经理还说我迟..</span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">还说下次上班也要带男友一起来吗..我真的很不爽..</span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">面试之后我们搭lrt去midvalley..</span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">我去拿回我的鞋..之后我们要想想我们的平安夜大餐..</span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">我们走了很久..就打算吃sushi...</span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">宝贝怕我饿坏..特地帮我叫了一个set..有饭有汤有蛋和鱼排...</span></div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_2fOWMiLLLok/SzTovhbtogI/AAAAAAAAACE/UdCBLQ07q2w/s1600-h/DSC04158.JPG"><span style="color:#ff6666;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 237px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 130px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5419212154759651842" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_2fOWMiLLLok/SzTovhbtogI/AAAAAAAAACE/UdCBLQ07q2w/s320/DSC04158.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#ff6666;"><br /><br /></span><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">而他就只吃sushi...</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">之后我们去选购给妹妹的生日礼物..</span></div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2fOWMiLLLok/SzTpL-wnqeI/AAAAAAAAACM/IKmOF54Zk5k/s1600-h/DSC04159.JPG"><span style="color:#ff6666;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 242px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 123px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5419212643668306402" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2fOWMiLLLok/SzTpL-wnqeI/AAAAAAAAACM/IKmOF54Zk5k/s320/DSC04159.JPG" /></span></a></div><br /><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">之后就回家去了..</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">虽然没有去倒数..不过有宝贝陪已经足够了..嘻嘻..</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">第二天=圣诞节</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">我们只待在家..对着电脑一整天..</span></div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">今年的圣诞节超闷!!</span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-3769574175244902055?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-29670627348972169332009-12-20T03:24:00.000-08:002009-12-20T03:27:42.895-08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">想了好几天..都想不到该准备什么礼物送给他..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">那晚突然听到表姐的朋友给的意见也不错..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">嘻嘻..突然很兴奋的..想立刻就去准备..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">前几天试做了巧克力..我们走了很远路才来到一间不错的店..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">那天,午餐没吃..到了店里就晕晕了..还拿着laptop和背着一大袋衣服..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">我们不停找着模型和一些材料..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">付钱了还要走一大段路回家..当时的我觉得走回家的路好像走不完..没有尽头..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">回家冲凉休息了一下就立刻和表姐动手做起了巧克力..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">我们买了白巧克力和黑巧克力..和一个不是很喜欢的模型..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">我们煮了很久..巧克力终于溶了..倒进了模型..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">我们分别弄了整颗黑色,整颗白色和一半黑一半白的巧克力..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">白色巧克力比较甜..黑色巧克力比较苦..怪怪的..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">这几天又再想..怎样才能弄得更好吃更漂亮..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">还在process当中..明天回kl了再去找一些比较美的模型和一些能配巧克力的食品..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">希望我能成功!! 希望他喜欢这份礼物.. :-)</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-2967062734897216933?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-30934718830479250072009-10-21T11:30:00.000-07:002009-11-18T11:28:09.203-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2fOWMiLLLok/SwRKwZ9pSUI/AAAAAAAAAB0/PCUYXtKFsoI/s1600/Image057%282%29.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2fOWMiLLLok/SwRKwZ9pSUI/AAAAAAAAAB0/PCUYXtKFsoI/s320/Image057%282%29.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405527648215058754" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">one year...be with you...</span><img src="http://shared.live.com/rzvDQW1qjIikH13dsbM42g/emoticons/heart.gif" title="Red heart" alt="Red heart" style="vertical-align: middle; color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;" /><br /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">不懂我们能一起过多少个10月18日呢?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">我希望是永远..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">我记得我们怎样认识到我们经历了这么多事..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">你对我的好..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">你的声音..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">你的容貌..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">你的体贴..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">你的细心..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">你的性格..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">你的笑容..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">你的眼泪..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">你的一切一切..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">都时常在我脑海里浮现..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">你是我精神上的支柱!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">你带给我欢乐..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">和你在一起觉得很幸福..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">永远的10月18日..</span><br /><img src="http://shared.live.com/rzvDQW1qjIikH13dsbM42g/emoticons/heart.gif" title="Red heart" alt="Red heart" style="vertical-align: middle; color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;" /><span style="color: rgb(229, 185, 183); font-weight: bold;">你..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-3093471883047925007?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-34878424282646509542009-10-21T11:18:00.001-07:002009-10-21T11:18:25.661-07:00<div id="LastMDatecns!129B65E4D7BF1415!289"><br /></div><h4 class="beTitle" id="subjcns!129B65E4D7BF1415!289"><a href="http://cid-129b65e4d7bf1415.spaces.live.com/blog/cns%21129B65E4D7BF1415%21289.entry">压力常在我身边</a></h4> <span style="color: rgb(0, 32, 96);">原 来我做每件事都让自己很大压力..到底是为什么? 不喜欢这样的我..还记得要踏入中学的前一晚..睡不着..领成绩的前一晚..睡不着..读书压力大..睡不着..现在连学车这种小事也能让我觉得很紧 张..睡不好..一直怕自己不能..压力..也能说是一种推动力..视乎我们怎样去看待..可是..我要怎样放轻松自己呢? 到底怎样我才能舒缓呢? 唉..谁能救救我?? 烦啊!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-3487842428264650954?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-71437066667238394052009-10-21T11:17:00.001-07:002009-10-21T11:17:52.740-07:00<h4 class="beTitle" id="subjcns!129B65E4D7BF1415!264"><a href="http://cid-129b65e4d7bf1415.spaces.live.com/blog/cns%21129B65E4D7BF1415%21264.entry">看法..立场..</a></h4> <span style="color: rgb(0, 176, 80);">每 个人对每件事的看法都不同..今天,发生了一些事..让我的看法和之前不一样..之前我一直在想..爱他就应该接受他所有的缺点..可是,其实是错的.. 我应该再想一想..到底这样是对的吗?一直包容他的错和缺点是应该的吗?一些人会认为对,但为何我们不和他一起面对?鼓励他..让他改过呢?你们觉得这样 会比较好吗?每个人的立场不同..所以往往在每件事要做决定之时..总会有争执..我们不可断定别人的想法是错..因为我们也未必对..所以我们应该接受 别人的批评来更改自己的缺点..同时也能给别人一些意见..互相弥补自己的不是..好让大家都能做得更好..今晚突然写了一些突发奇想的东西..怪怪 的..不过也有点觉悟..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-7143706666723839405?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-59187062699035941602009-10-21T11:16:00.001-07:002009-10-21T12:34:31.591-07:00<div id="LastMDatecns!129B65E4D7BF1415!250"><a href="http://cid-129b65e4d7bf1415.spaces.live.com/blog/cns%21129B65E4D7BF1415%21250.entry">努力的成果</a><br /><br /></div> <span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-size:85%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">昨天早上收到阿威的信息..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">他告诉我他帮我拿到我anugerah的sijil..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">当时是有两种心情..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">一, 自己没有上台亲手拿奖而感到可惜..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">二, 是为了自己努力得来的而感到开心..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">他说多几天寄给我..不懂他们上台拿奖有没有拍照呢?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">本来把这件事忘了..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">可是..刚刚无聊没事做..走去开fs看..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">随便开了一个朋友的profile..他把上台拿奖的照片全都upload上去..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">此刻的我..心酸起来..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">眼泪也不听使唤的流了下来..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">本来我也能像他一样..上台领奖..去接受自己努力得来的成果..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">是我自己受不起学习生涯的那种压抑而放弃了..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">不过,也好..至少自己曾经努力过..也领悟到肯努力一定有好结果的..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">虽然现在我为了这流泪..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">可是我知道我的路还很长..可能前方的路我会流更多眼泪..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">只要我知道我有朋友和家人在身边支持我..我都会撑下去..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">尤其是你..贤..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">你的支持和鼓励是我勇敢向前的精神支柱.</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">谢谢你无时无刻都在我身边..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">鼓励我..安慰我..帮我想办法解决我的问题..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">谢谢你..好爱你噢.. =)</span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-5918706269903594160?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-65566438057024277252009-10-21T11:11:00.001-07:002009-11-18T11:31:16.725-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" 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bold;">他们竟然给我惊喜!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 176, 240); font-weight: bold;">送我一个蛋糕.. <img src="http://shared.live.com/jPo%21NIsz05NfR1dpCDDJ8Q/emoticons/cake.gif" title="Birthday cake" alt="Birthday cake" style="vertical-align: middle;" /></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 176, 240); font-weight: bold;">嘻嘻..开心..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 176, 240); font-weight: bold;">不过最开心还是宝贝的到来..哈哈..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 176, 240); font-weight: bold;">他真的能来噢..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 176, 240); font-weight: bold;">还送我一个cheese蛋糕..<img src="http://shared.live.com/jPo%21NIsz05NfR1dpCDDJ8Q/emoticons/present.gif" title="Gift with a bow" alt="Gift with a bow" style="vertical-align: middle;" /></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 176, 240); font-weight: bold;">还去订做呢!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 176, 240); font-weight: bold;">哈哈..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 176, 240); font-weight: bold;">晚上还和去我去tesco买材料..煮意大利面..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 176, 240); font-weight: bold;">超好吃的!! 哈哈..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 176, 240); font-weight: bold;">今年生日是我最开心的..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 176, 240); font-weight: bold;">不过想到..那个他..不懂他不再是和我一起过生日的人了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 176, 240); font-weight: bold;">不懂在另一边的他有些什么感受..</span><br /><br /><br /></div><div class="footerLinks"><nobr id="blogDT"></nobr><nobr dir="ltr"><a title="Blog about this entry in your space" href="javascript:BlogIt('cns!129B65E4D7BF1415!242');" id="blogThis3"></a></nobr></div></div><h4 class="beTitle" id="subjcns!129B65E4D7BF1415!241"><a href="http://cid-129b65e4d7bf1415.spaces.live.com/blog/cns%21129B65E4D7BF1415%21241.entry">要踏进社会大学了..</a></h4> <span style="color: rgb(95, 73, 122);">上个星期正式办好了退学手续..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(95, 73, 122);">感觉脑袋一片空白..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(95, 73, 122);">怪怪的..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(95, 73, 122);">不懂以后的路是怎样的..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(95, 73, 122);">不懂选择是对是错..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(95, 73, 122);">可是..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(95, 73, 122);">我只知道自己轻松多了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(95, 73, 122);">好自由!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(95, 73, 122);">责任更大了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(95, 73, 122);">要顾虑很多东西了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(95, 73, 122);">养家的责任也背起了..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(95, 73, 122);">要去找工咯..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(95, 73, 122);">希望成功!!</span> <img src="http://shared.live.com/jPo%21NIsz05NfR1dpCDDJ8Q/emoticons/smile_wink.gif" title="Wink" alt="Wink" style="vertical-align: middle;" /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-6556643805702427725?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-44796923265872016762009-10-21T11:10:00.000-07:002009-10-21T11:11:02.594-07:00<div id="LastMDatecns!129B65E4D7BF1415!238"><a href="http://cid-129b65e4d7bf1415.spaces.live.com/blog/cns%21129B65E4D7BF1415%21238.entry">就快开学了..</a><br /><br /></div> 就快又要回到校园了..<br />觉得闷闷不乐的..<br />在家总比那边来的温暖..<br />不想回到那让我不开心的地方..<br />不过没办法..<br />又要为下个sem做好准备了..<br />没想过这个sem的成绩让我有更大压力..<br />没想过要拿好成绩..<br />只想快点完成我的学业..<br />家人的日子过得更苦了..<br />想快点出去做工赚钱养家..<br />不想他们每天为钱烦..<br />还有两年..<br />他们还要辛苦两年..<br /><img src="http://shared.live.com/jPo%21NIsz05NfR1dpCDDJ8Q/emoticons/smile_sad.gif" title="Sad" alt="Sad" style="vertical-align: middle;" /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-4479692326587201676?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-50321134268158905312009-10-21T11:09:00.000-07:002009-10-21T11:10:15.882-07:00<div id="LastMDatecns!129B65E4D7BF1415!237"><a href="http://cid-129b65e4d7bf1415.spaces.live.com/blog/cns%21129B65E4D7BF1415%21237.entry">什么心情呢？</a><br /><br /></div> <span style="font-weight: bold;">今天觉得有点闷..就开始写起来了..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">最近几乎每天都和他吵架..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">为了什么呢?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">是眼泪太多吗?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">还是太得空了?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">哈哈..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">不过,证明了一点..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">越来越爱他了..</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">不知道他感受到吗?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">他是否也一样越来越爱我呢?</span><br /><img src="http://shared.live.com/jPo%21NIsz05NfR1dpCDDJ8Q/emoticons/heart.gif" title="Red heart" alt="Red heart" style="vertical-align: middle; font-weight: bold;" /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-5032113426815890531?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-72726936000243393562009-10-21T11:06:00.000-07:002009-10-21T11:07:57.662-07:00<div id="LastMDatecns!129B65E4D7BF1415!233"><a href="http://cid-129b65e4d7bf1415.spaces.live.com/blog/cns%21129B65E4D7BF1415%21233.entry">爱得很深</a><br /><br /></div>发觉自己更爱你了..<br />深到我也觉得难以置信.. <img alt="" src="http://gfx2.hotmail.com/mail/w3/ltr/emoticons/heart.gif" width="19" height="19" /> <br />看着你睡觉的样子，我觉得很幸福..<br />和你在一起，我觉得自己比谁都幸福..<br />虽然有时你会惹我生气..<br />可是你会全心全意地想办法让我开心.. <img alt="" src="http://gfx2.hotmail.com/mail/w3/ltr/emoticons/heart.gif" width="19" height="19" /><br />你很疼我..<br />对我很好..<br />有你的日子我觉得不会孤单..<br />你逗我笑.. <img alt="" src="http://gfx2.hotmail.com/mail/w3/ltr/emoticons/heart.gif" width="19" height="19" /><br />让我开心..<br />我真的感受到..<br />心疼你..辛苦的工作...<br />如果可以，我希望上天带走你的病痛..<br />即使让我受完这一切，我也愿意..<br />我不想看到自己最爱的人受到伤害..<br />我爱你..宝贝.. <img alt="" src="http://gfx2.hotmail.com/mail/w3/ltr/emoticons/heart.gif" width="19" height="19" /><br />永远爱你..<br />永远支持你..<br />永远待在你身边..<br />守护着你..<br />最近觉得自己变得不是很会说话了.. <img alt="" src="http://gfx2.hotmail.com/mail/w3/ltr/emoticons/heart.gif" width="19" height="19" /><br />但这都是我的真心话..<br />无时无刻都在想着你，念着你..<br />要定你了..<br />我...<br />只属于你.. <img alt="" src="http://gfx2.hotmail.com/mail/w3/ltr/emoticons/heart.gif" width="19" height="19" /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-7272693600024339356?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-83107161556904361352009-10-21T10:34:00.001-07:002009-10-21T10:37:02.525-07:00很久没上来了..懒惰写blog..不过写在另一个地方..现在一次过把之前写的post回上来这边... ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-8310716155690436135?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-11809695821690721432009-05-28T08:27:00.000-07:002009-05-28T09:36:34.257-07:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">今天他妈妈又打给我了..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">每次她打来我都知道她要说些什么..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">我犹豫了很久才接了那通电话..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">她这次的语气有点不好..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">听了她的一番话,我的脑袋出现了很多想法..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">刚才他打来..我说了分手..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">他妈妈的举止让我觉得倦恶..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">觉得很难在一起了..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-1180969582169072143?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-68714468137128826192009-05-13T08:13:00.000-07:002009-05-13T08:48:23.621-07:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2fOWMiLLLok/SgrrUOKIKNI/AAAAAAAAAAU/HcaNvhMnWnE/s1600-h/Argentina.ice_break.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5335335441204259026" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 271px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 149px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_2fOWMiLLLok/SgrrUOKIKNI/AAAAAAAAAAU/HcaNvhMnWnE/s320/Argentina.ice_break.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">大家最近有觉得天气比之前还要热了吗?</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">我们的大气层到底破到什么程度了?</span><br /><br /></div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">那天看电视看到冰山融化的程度真的让人难以置信...</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">真的让人很想拯救这个地球..</span><br /><br /></div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">可是以我一个人的能力是不可能的..</span><br /><br /></div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">我知道我的朋友们也会有同感..</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">虽然已被破坏的大气层不能再补回去了..</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">可是我们还可以以行动来避免地球被破坏的程度更严重..</span><br /><br /></div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">大家从今天开始一起保护我们的地球吧!!</span><br /><br /></div><div><span style="color:#ff6666;">好好珍惜这一切!!</span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-6871446813712882619?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-61741733323839789582009-05-13T08:02:00.000-07:002009-05-13T08:03:37.422-07:00<span style="color:#ffffcc;">现在已是晚上11点19分了，和他分开已有九天了。在这几天我都有胡思乱想，想了些奇奇怪怪的东西。可能真的爱他了。害怕失去他，害怕他会离开我。他回去了，回去他和她曾有过美好回忆的地方。我会担心，几乎每天都在担心他会遇上她。可能是我想多了。如果他知道我这样想他一定会骂我。最近他对我好像淡了，他比以前更容易生气。对我还多了份倦意。他没察觉,可是我很清楚，很敏感。可能是我真的在乎他了。他之前每次说他比我在乎他更在乎我，我终于明白这个感觉。我现在就像他所说的，我比他在乎我更在乎他了。所以他有稍微一点点的变化我都感觉到。为什么呢?当我完完全全爱上他时，他却对我有着这样的倦意。这是上天安排的吗？是因为我们彼此分开太久，分开太远了吗？心，有点刺痛的感觉。心，碎了。</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-6174173332383978958?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-1656493415616311062009-05-13T07:48:00.000-07:002009-05-13T07:59:06.038-07:00<span style="color:#99ff99;"><blockquote><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span></blockquote></span><span style="color:#33ccff;">我已深深地爱上他了。这种感觉很浓很浓。没有他的日子感到很孤单，没有他在我身边我觉得没有安全感。每当我失落时，他都陪伴着我。每当我伤心时，他都帮我擦干眼泪。每当我被任何人冷落时，只有他默默守护着我。每当我开心时，他比我更开心的和我分享喜悦。他会给我鼓励，支持我，为我打气，为我加油。他永远迁就着我，就算是我错他也想办法哄我。这样的他是多么的好。上天让我遇上他是我的荣幸，我会好好珍惜他。其实他和我在一起真的很委屈，因为他有一个坏脾气的女友。不但如此，他的朋友都挖苦他说他花心。其实他并不是这种人。他不顾别人怎样讲他，他还担心我会乱想一直告诉我说我没害他。可是全是我造成的。我抢走了别人的蛋糕，可是我是真心爱他。虽然她的遭遇很可怜，可是她不能一辈子依赖着他。</span><span style="color:#33ccff;"><br /><br />他有很多缺点，也有很多优点。他很可爱，可是很自恋。有时傻傻的时候很逗趣，但认真起来时也很迷人。他在我的学业方面帮了我不少，也帮我家人解决很多问题。我感觉到我妈也喜欢他。和他在一起很开心。每当我有什么烦恼时，一见到他那傻傻的样子那些烦恼在一瞬间全都消失了。爱你很深了。不知你是否和我一样。还记得刚认识你就有种奇妙的感觉。你的笑容，你的声音，你的样子，你的关心，你的体贴，你的包容，你对我的爱，这一切一切我都牢牢记着。我爱你，好爱你了，感觉不能自拔了。好想这一辈子都待在你身边。 </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-165649341561631106?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-77705520458637968752009-01-27T09:16:00.000-08:002009-01-27T10:03:05.033-08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">五年的爱情长跑已经告一段落了..终于放弃了这段恋情..</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">在农历新年的前一个星期我做了一个很大的抉择..我终于说了分手..</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">那天他来到我家..拿了他送我的bearbear..我望着他那憔悴的脸孔..我知道他肯定哭了一整夜..</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">他亲了我的脸颊..叫我好好照顾自己..我就望着他的背影离我而去了..</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family:verdana;">虽然很痛..但我只能这样做..因为和他在一起会让我痛苦..有时会喘不过气来..坐在地上痛苦的按着胸口..</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" >和他分手可说是一种解脱..但我始终放不下他..</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" >每天以泪洗脸..我已经控制自己不要想他..因为我不想让身边的人担心..</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" >但每当我无所事事..静静躺在床上时都会想起这五年来和他一起的日子..而眼泪就会不停的流下..</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" >分手之后的三四天我都有在犹豫到底我的抉择是否正确..他不停的挽留..都有想过和他复合..</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" >到了第四天..突然接到一通电话..是他妈妈打来的..他妈妈竟然打来骂我..警告我不要再骚扰他..还有种恐吓的语气..</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" >为了他哭了几天还病了..</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" >那时的我就快要崩溃..过后他打给我..他说了一句让我对他彻底死心的话</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" >..</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" >这五年来我所付出的大家都有目共睹..他竟然说我从没重视过他..这句话的每一个字都一下下的刺在我的心里..</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" >但这句话让他失去了挽留的机会..年三十晚他来拿了他的戒指..也让他亲我最后一次..</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" >我有写下和他的回忆..但不懂为什么我写不下ending..他要拿回那本我写下的回忆..我们唯一的回忆录..</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);font-size:100%;" >如果有一天我想起他..我该怎样解除对他的思念呢?可能不会再有这一天..</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-7770552045863796875?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-50419295416332568642008-12-01T09:16:00.000-08:002008-12-01T09:51:46.849-08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">今晚的月亮的月亮很特别..它形成笑脸..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">它是否给我们什么启示吗?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">月亮也能形成笑脸..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">我们的的人生呢?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">很多人都带着悲伤过活..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">有想过那是值得的吗?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">人生很短暂..为什么不能用微笑带过呢?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">亲情..爱情..友情..是每个人必须拥有的..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">但每个人的看法都不同..要活在怎么样的生活当中是自己可以选择的..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">可能对每件事不要太过执著..你会好过点..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">过去的事..就让它过去吧..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">珍惜未来的一切..用微笑来带过..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">你会幸福的..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">这小段是献给你的..</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-5041929541633256864?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-8353533218411579992008-11-30T06:54:00.000-08:002008-11-30T07:49:22.869-08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">那天表姐把我的手机号码给了他之后就认识了他..谈了不到两天,他告诉我他喜欢我..<br />wa~lau~a..刚认识不久就说喜欢我当然不会当真..他每日如常地会叫我喝多点水..每天都会信息我..<br />自然而然的已成为我生活的一部分了..有时没有他的信息会觉得不习惯..<br />他知道了我每天都要吃那些我都觉得厌的快熟面..他一直追问..<br />为什么一直吃那些东西?没钱用吗?问我要我的account number..因为他想进钱给我用..<br />我拒绝了..但他还是不停的问..他不让我吃那些面..总觉得怪怪的..可能没试过有人这样对我..<br />其实我是知道的..我逃避现实..因为我有另一个他..他是知道的,但他竟然不介意..<br />我和他没见过面..但他却对我这么好..他很傻..真的很傻..<br />当我不开心时他逗我开心..当我失意时他会鼓励我..<br />他宁愿自己受伤..也不想离开我..<br />他默默地在我身边守护着我..<br />我时常夜睡..我这个笨蛋很怕另一个空间的那些..不敢说了..<br />他会陪着我..打给我..信息我..<br />不管他有多累..他也会陪我..直到我睡着为止..他就会发个信息说晚安..告诉我他终于放心了..<br />因为我睡着了..不会乱想东西..<br />就算他有多想我..他都不会打给我..因为他不想打扰我睡觉..<br />现在的他..已不在我身边守护着我..<br />因为他不想我难做..他选择退出..<br />他宁愿牺牲自己..<br />眼泪不停地流..<br />为他而流..<br />总觉得他比五年的他更疼我..<br />但我没资格接受他的爱..<br />过去了..<br />什么都过去了..<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-835353321841157999?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8148531479739997449.post-50514190332797902392008-11-28T09:39:00.000-08:002008-11-28T10:42:04.542-08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >上了poli之后让我认识了八个好朋友。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >但我踏进我的新生活第一个认识了她。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >认识不到半年，她已让大家开始有种厌恶的感觉。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >一开始，感觉到她很friendly。。而且我们大家还每天很开心地一起说说笑笑。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >那是因为她是名副其实的abc。。但大家都尽力的让她融入我们的生活里。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >我觉得这班朋友比我之前认识的好一百倍。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >之前的她们排斥我。。可用一句简单的话来形容。。有事钟无艳，无事夏迎春。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >我还记得她们对我单单打打那一刻。。我的眼泪不听使唤地落了下来。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >但她们也有找我的时候。。就是当要向我借功课的时候。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >我每天都快快赶完我的功课。。目的是为了讨好她们。。值得吗？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >spm之前的几个星期她们终于睬回我了。。因为可以一起讨论。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >我拿了我家的全部参考书给她们读。。值得吗？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >我心想她们会明白我的苦心。。太天真了吧？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >可能在我生活里朋友对我来说是很重要的。。所以从来都尽我所能去帮我的朋友。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >就算她们对我有多不好，我觉得我已尽力过。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >这次的她很不同。。可能是家庭教育。。使她的性格变得很怪怪的。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >她，不会待人处事的道理。。很容易得罪人。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >天真的她做每件事，说每句话之前都没有想清楚。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >她会认为自己的英文很好。。有时会因为这样而感到自豪而看小别人，取笑别人。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >那天她的生日，没有人是有诚意地帮她庆祝。。因为我的强迫他们无可奈何的唱起生日歌。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >但因为她的懒惰害我考试出现危机。。我应该怪她吗？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >这两种朋友你们会选择哪一种叻？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >但我觉得能认识到对方是一种缘分。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);font-family:times new roman;" >无论她们对我有多不好。。她们依然是我的朋友。。</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8148531479739997449-5051419033279790239?l=blurcarmen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>糊里糊涂http://www.blogger.com/profile/14560188386653047196noreply@blogger.com0