staying wit relatives

reali need my family..
don like to stay here..
wat's the meaning of relatives?
yes..i hav no car nw..no money also..
so..everytimes wan to go out hav to borrow car from them..
bt no one time they r willing to borrow..

besides tat, my aunt..always say sumthg tat make me nt happy..
reali damn hate!!
always say me lazy..
bt her daughty and son r the most lazy..
reali angry abt tat..
i always help her to wash dishes..sweep the floor..n some more..
m i lazy?
they never do anythg..r they very good??

#%**^$#@%*# wtf!
her son reali rude!!!
always use my laptop din gt my permission..
many times i ask him don put on the bed without the cooling pad..
i tot he has no ears..
never listen wat i said..and always suddenly hit me push me..
ish!! hate him!! wat a rude cousin!!

GOD!! pls gimme money..so tat i can move out and buy a car..
reali sad to stay here..help me... :'(

started working life

4th january 2010..my 1st working day..
luckily he accompanied me to take my breakfast..
and sent me go to bank..
i work in Credit Department..
read the rules and staff benefits whole day..
reali felt sleepy and almost fall asleep..
and knw all the colleagues..bt cant remember their name..haha..

mandy evan jess shirley(soo) nana nathan
ah lu faridah mr.lim(oic) wendy firdaus(soo)

5th january 2010..2nd working day..
this morning my dear prepared breakfast for me..
how a nice boyfriend..
today i wil started to learn how to prepare the letter of offer and extension letter offer..
my 'sifu' called MANDY..
she is willing to teach me..
since the day i started working..
i feel tired and sleepy..
coz hav to wake up early and take the bus..

6th january 2010..3rd day..
haiz..i reali tired..
today had to prepare breakfast myself..
eat 3 pieces of breads..
yuck!! don like..and my stomach felt nt well..
today did some LO and at the last..
'sifu' teached me file the documents..
both of us arranged all the documents..
we were so tired as after do some exercises..

7th january 2010..4th day..
3 pieces of breads again.. =(
today i waited long times..
then i knw tat my 'sifu' din come..
very pity today..had to handle her job..
i did 3 LO and extension..walked here walked there..
luckily evan and nathan helped me..evan is so nice..
after briefing i went home d..
nt enough to slp..
all of my times spend in working..i juz wan to spend some times to acc my dear..
bt he doesn't knw abt tat..
he tot tat i wan to do other things..as play fb and else..
i cried..i asked him tat izzit he reali don knw y i stil don wan to slp..
his answer..made me disappointed..
i reali miss him lotz..everyday juz thk abt him..worry abt him..

4 days worked..so tired..bt reali gt to learn many things..
bt i m new staff..so don gt to take leave for my chinese new year.. =(
hope tat tml (the 5th day) gt to bac home on time..
let me take a rest..